Eid mubarak.
Today I feel sad.
As I went to the mosque for the morning of hari raya prayers, amidst the noise and excitement and the recitation of the takbir.. I realised I was alone.
While everyone else had siblings and fathers around them, I rolled solo. At that moment I had a sudden realisation. It has been 18 years since that my dad was around for raya.
And this year, alif would not be around too.
I think I will just stay in. God is fair.



